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So life has been the same all this time. I'm waiting for some fun man. I'm waiting for a big surprise to bomb me.

Oh yeah, last Friday was the release of O Level results. Some friends of mine got theirs back. And congratulations to those who did fucking well (like that girl who called me while i was in the train and told me she failed English - yeah right). Haha. And to those who aren't quite satisfied with their results, well, there's a reason for eveything and only you will know it and there are surely ways to solve the mess.

Right so it's another week to my final exams. So many things happened just a few days before study week. Heh. Does it always happen that way? Significant things happening at the last moments. It's sad and at the same time exciting.

My brother is graduating soon. He'll be off to NS after he graduates in March. So, hehe, all the best to him.

I'm going to do a whole lotta things come this holidays. Seriously. I'm gonna catch up on tv time, movie marathons, hanging outs, blog changes, whatever crap there is left that i haven't done. Haha. Major stuff. And also, lazing around at home, sleeping whenever i like, just chilling out on my own, writing poetry, playing games, all those stuff.

Man that all sounds awesome. And i can't forget, play badminton with Kak Lin and hanging out at my sister's place. Haha. And also sleeping over there one night. Kak Lin says that on the day i sleepover there, she's gonna bring us to the zoo in the morning with the kids n my sis, and then to zouk at night without the kids. Haha. We'll see how true that will be.

Heh. Ok so i'm concentrating on my final exams. They suck but oh well. Umm, yeah, study mode on now. Slacking mode pending. Later.

Today marked like the "last day of school" before the exams. Next week is study week so i only have BMic and MSt revisions to attend and other than that i'll be in my room studying like some freak. I really gotta make sure i absorb everything in man. Sigh.

Studying is depressing man. At this moment. Yesterday was Kesian Zila Day Haha.

Umm and i was in contact with my "Megadeth"!! Hehe. Ok so i shall continue some other time. I gotta go!

Been so busy lately i don't know what's going on. And i've been such a lazy ass these past few days, and mind me, my exams are so around the corner and that there are practical exams and term tests this coming week.

Oh i need this to end, but with exams it's a bit dreadful. Such extra things. Haha. I'm complaining.

Well ok i gotta go now. Later!~

I am in the school's computer lab and my eyes hurt due to lack of sleep. I'm so tired man trying to complete all the projects and stuff. There are so many things to catch up on and i feel so left behind. Like i've been cancelling out a lot on outings with Byla and Aisha. And i even had to give Huiling's birthday party a miss. At least Ira went even though she was early and stuff.

I'm so so sleepy, someone please help me!!!!! Ok, i'm going bonkers with the lack of sleep. I'm done with the projects, yes i am. And 3 of them are left to be handed in and that's all! What a great feeling to have done so much and complete them in the nick of time.

It's my 3-hour break and my next class is at 2pm. Water Tech tutorial for 2 whole hours and then UIR practical for another 2 hours and then last but not least, my 6 o'clock Water Tech lecture.

Exams just around the corner and life is hectic and stressful like it's never been. It's building up every single time i face a new task to do in school or everyday i come back home to some stuff that i shall not mention right here right now.

Oh well. I guess i'll update again another time when i'm free. Till then, my friends, take care! And so sorry about all the cancellations Byla and Aisha!! I'll meet all of you soon!

Ok so i helped make Apple Cinnamon Rolls for the TP open house today. It was awesomely fun!! The Food Pilot Plant was cool. I love the machines and i love working in there!!

Salwa took loads of pictures. I had a nose problem due to handling with the flour and all. Haha. But hey, i was hygienic alright. Haha. So the food was all safe for consumption.

Anyway, umm, there's a lot to do in such a short time. Even the final exam timetable is out. And just earlier today Dr. Vijaya asked me and Salwa when we bumped into her in the lift, if we had started our exam preparations. Well we lied. Haha. We said we had a little. But really, with the limited time i have its kinda hard to start at this moment with all the projects to complete by the end of this month. Ain't easy. With my crazy schedule and all. Haha.

I'm not sleeping yet because i don't feel like it. Even though i'm sick. Haha. I've been feeling a bit off lately. Like past few days, at home, i feel chilly. The symptoms i'd feel if i were to be getting a fever or something. But so far, no fever yet. Which is good. I know Huiling's been telling me to take care of my health. I'm trying my very best. Though it's a bit hard.

Ok i'll post pics another time. And the pics from Zila's wedding. It was cool, did i not tell you yet? Zila was pretty pretty pretty!! Seriously! Seeing her getting married makes me wonder about the day i'll be getting married. Haha. It'll be a wonderful day. Whee..haha.

Ok thats it for now. Pictures later. Sorry! Hehe. Night!

Ok, so i'm back here cos i felt like i had to blog something. Huiling told me to update cos it looks like i have no life. Haha. Well, i do have a life but because i got so much school stuff to do, my life isn't happening. But i'm thankful for everything, really. So i shan't complain anymore.

Something happened last night. Umm, well, i'm thankful to God it happened but i dunno what will happen next. Pretty vague huh. Sorry can't give out the details.

Anyway, i'm off to ZIla's wedding later. Meeting Salwa and then we're meeting Nana at Tampines. Meet the rest of AC11 at the wedding itself!!

It's just exciting to have a friend who's getting married but its not really for the bride. She said it's stressful and we all can see that. Be strong Zila! There's a reason for everything. I believe that. And Selamat Pengantin Baru!! I will have you and your husband in my prayers and hopefully your marriage will last till the end of time!

Right, so i have been really busy. I'm not joking with you. Doing one freaking lab report takes up a day. And then i got 3 other projects to complete. Well, i call them projects cos they're in groups and its kinda like a major assignment.

Anyway, i've had several thoughts in my mind lately. And i just wanna say that i'm thankful to Allah for all that He has given me in my life. Sometimes i complain about certain stuff. Then afterwards i regret cos i think back..and you know, the guilt just folds me in. Its not easy to go through life with a lot of things on your shoulders and in your mind, and needing to be patient through out is just one thing i'm thankful i can do.

And everytime i hang out with my sisters, i just count myself lucky. They always have some kind of problems that arise. And i look at my niece and nephew and i just feel for them to be going through so much at a young age. I saw their dad the other day when sending them off to stay with him for the weekend. He didn't look at us one bit. He just looked at the kids. Well, its his problem. I've got no ties with him anymore.

Then i look at my parents and my heart melts cos they've endured greater pain than i have and they're still going strong. And i so admire my dad's strength and determination. Even though his health isn't very good, he still has that faith in him. To see me when i come home at night after school, it releases his worry. He'll mumble some stuff, thanking God i'm back home safely. I know he loves me and i'm the apple of his eye. It's been apparent since i was a kid. My mum too has been so patient to stick by my dad through all those times. I seriously admire the patience she has. And i think i got that from her too. But sometimes she breaks down and tells me all the things that happened. And i could just listen and feel for her. At least she let it out.

I'm thankful for the kind of life i have. But i hope and pray to God that one day, my family may find some peace and happiness for once.

Whenever i have too much worries or something thats not good going on, i always find peace in praying. It keeps me calm. Its like i talked to Allah and i know he listened. Since i don't really tell much to my friends. It's peaceful. Thank You, Allah.

Ok, i'm not sure but i think i'm feeling a bit emo this morning. Well, it's not always that i can tell people i'm really thankful for everything that i have. Be thankful for what you have already.

I've been busy so can't really update much.

Just wanna say Selamat Pengantin Baru to Zila!! She's getting married! Yay!! Tomorrow going to her wedding and its gonna be fun! Till the next time i update. Peace people!